Reyza Diannova

It's kind of a frustrating part of my life. I can't get an internet connection lately so I can't use my laptop, and my smart home system is in trouble. I want my internet back to normal just like the first time I use this internet provider. The due date for a payment is on the 10th of every month so I always do a due date of payment and never be late.   Something happen to my router.   Or maybe it's my DSL.   Or something...   whatttt???   I'm demented.   I learn something about myself when I can't get online. I have an addiction. I think this addiction is still normal and maybe people do the same. When I can't log on, I start overbreathing, freaking out that I miss something... I don't even know what I miss, but I'm sure I miss SOMETHING! Something big and important and terribly exciting! My heart's beating a million times in a minute and I always twitch. I, the person who use to say that laptop is evil because I can'...

Nowadays I c an't write. No time. Must prepare, pack... (move my butt in a quick way just like a splash lightning blinding eyes) ANYTIME. Nothing to wear because I can't control weight since I love eating is exactly the same as a jaguar eats meat harshly. Have to do report cards. Need to start cooking. Have to finish laundry. Must start a new business. Have to make some ideas in engaging my kids so we have precious time together. Need to finish my students pas. Must clean bathrooms. Positively have to pay bills. Have to take one daughter and the other one to different school, music courses and many places. Sometimes they ask something different that I can't handle at once. Need to call and communicate le hubby who works in Tanjungpinang (Thanks Mark Z. you have already made my life worthwhile since you created Meta Platforms). Sometimes le hubby and I talk in particular on the phone and most of them we do a sleep call and make the phone's died by itself. Need to make ar...