My First Encounter With Unconditional Love. What a Powerful Feeling! ❤

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        I was a rotten teenager. I was mean and manipulative, trying to get my way at any cost. Like many young girls in high school. I managed to sabotage, time and time again, the most precious relationship in my life: my relationship with my mother. My mother gave birth to me at 24 age, even today, my former behavior astonishes me each time I reach into my memories. Hurtful comments that cut and stung anger the people I cared most about. Acts of confusion and anger that seemed to rule my every move-all to make sure that things went my way. But then when I asked myself why. Why the need to hurt? and why the people I cared about the most? Why the need for all the lies? Why the attacks on my mother?I didn't want to inflict any more pain on people to cover up what I was truly trying to hide myself: self hatred unleashed on everyone else.
                 Mom did lots of nice things for me. Every day, she told me she loved me. I'm so glad mom didn't give up on me. She had a great deal of trouble with me, but I think she enjoyed it. I cried on her lap for hours one afternoon and asked why she still loved me after all the horrible things I did to her. She just looked me down at me, brushed the hair out of my face and said frankly, "I don't know." She said, "Unconditional love is the most precious gift we can give. Being forgiven for the past is the most precious gift we can receive. We are family, and families don't give up each other."
This mom was different; she wasn't going to get rid of me. She really did love me. And I realized I loved her, too. I cried and hugged her.
                Today I'm 20 years old. Mom and I like to do things together. We smile when people say how much we look alike ^_^ 

        
I dedicate this song to you, Mom ^_^                                 

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